Efficient

This time, next sunday, i'll be in kay elle, starting my brand new semester. Not exactly upset nor excited, hopefully it'll be a good semester by handling stress well. Mother has been emphasize on health so much lately, anywhere and at anytime. If there's a chance, she'll never allow me to study architecture as its a killing course. It has been almost a month since i'm sick, no idea what's my actual sickness but definitely due to the environment at work, no ventilation at all. Colleagues smoke at the pantry or in the toilet, somehow it just pollute the entire office with second hand smoke.

Life, is good. Drama marathon for the entire week, done watching shut up flower boy band korea. Two favourite actor in it. Highly recommended :)

Total random day! Texted hababa and homie that i have the sudden urge for a hair cut, and next minute, off i go. Went to Shears Inc Hair Saloon at brighton square. Recommended!:)

Mommy just got back from China and gotten me this , flora by gucci. Always wanted a perfume but i just doesnt want to spend on perfume. Thanks mommy <3 I wanted Daisy so badly but somehow .. never fated with it , sighs. 

Have a good week ahead peeps!It's also the last week of March!

Clarification

Usually at this hour I’ll be busy with autocad work but fortunately today I taking my sweet time blogging, watching drama and walking around the office. I’m really enjoying myself back here in hometown, Kuching. Life here is so relaxing  ( exclude the working part ) plus the home cook food and also when you get pampered by your own parents.

Anyways, to think of something to blog, i was thinking if anyone of you ever wonder why is my username in twitter, blogger, instagram, email or wheresoeverwhatsoever is called Nicviviron or Vivironic? People actually do ask me when they ask for my email address but I just tend to ignore their questions. Or maybe I did clarify this before? Did i?  I started blogging in form 2, I couldn’t think of any suitable username for myself as I didn’t want to use my real name. At that time, were so into Nicholas Teo, so called 微笑王子，and also Aaron Yan from Fahrenheit. If you do notice, they both have similar smile. Therefore,  Sam ( darling ) came out with this, combine Nicholas , Vivian and also Aaron together, and form Nicviviron / Vivironic. Am not really into Nicholas Teo nor Aaron Yan anymore I’ll stick to Nicviviron. 

Currently addicted to 3 dramas,

1.     Dream High 2

2.     Skip Beat by super junior

3.     I love you so much ( dang, Nick Chou is hot )

Am feeling so lifeless but hate the feeling when you’ll have to wait for a week for the next episode, extremely hate such feeling. And also hate myself for watching drama everyday every hour every minute. I hate to get addicted to something but, .. no but.

Months

I am here doing a minor updates on myself as i've been neglecting my blog for centuries. I know i have been on a long hiatus but sorry people i really do not have the time (stupid excuse)

Anyways, i have been working in an architecture firm as a trainee for a month, next week will be my last week, tears of joy. Working is neither easy nor fun. Everything is about dedication, disciplines, and concentration. In uni, your marks will only get deducted if you've made any mistake. In work, you'll either get scolded by the boss or redo redo redo and redo till everything is perfect.  For example, yesterday at work, had a meeting nearby KGS and was seriously exhausted but sadly had to get back to the office after meeting. Was asked to do a colour scheme on the ablution but instead i did a complete set of the entire toilet of the surau, but actually i only had to do the abluction. Mistake, again. Why?

I've exposed to the real world of this career and i dont seem to hate it nor love it. My dream ever since young, find a rich husband lolol wtf

Looking forward for the next semester to reunite with my friends again. Oh and also post semester, teehees.

I actually woke up at midnight just to clean the dishes, thanks to dreamhigh2.

Goodnight lovessss:)

Im alive

Apparently im still alive and haven't been blogging due to the hectic days. Blogging through my iphone now.  First of all, happy new year. Im here to list down my new year's resolution. Its not too late i guess since it's still January. The starting of my new year was a mess, it only got better on the new year itself. Initial plan was get down to kl but due to the massive traffic problem, decided to ffk the young lady and celebrate at damansara , and ended up in Vertigo. Ok here comes my new year resolution.



 1. Be more hardworking and smart in doing any assignment.
 2. Sleep early and less last minute work. ( i know this will never happen. But Its my new year resolution).
 3. Slim down by eat less. Must get back to 48kg.
 4. Spend less and try to earn more.
 5. Go for yoga class. ( i really want to go for yoga class since i dunno when).
 6. Own a birkenstock!
 7. Will not buy any gadgets unless its really necessary. (got myself an iphone and dslr already this month wtf so much of a new year resolution, but i sill have 11 months to not buy any gadgets unless necessary!).
 8. Perm my hair and try different colour on my hair.
 9. Go to korea again this year with friends. I really really really miss korea so much.
 10. LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS MORE!

 Ok 10 will do, and if i succeed, my life is complete. Im going to blog about my 19 birthday next but i dunno when depends on my mood. Bye everyone! Happy chinese new year in advance!

Embrace sadness

She woke up, with a dream, that is almost true in reality.

Looking at him with knowing what will happen next but couldn't

control her movement. She feels it, knowing the ending  but couldn't resist what is going on at that particular moment.  

It'll never happen again, never. 

p/s: I WILL GOING THROUGH A WEEK OF HELL. 

goodbye.

Someone like you

i can look young too with straight cut fringe

Every single bit and part of my heart is aching at this moment. 

i'm fine i'm fine i am always fine. 

I don't know how long does it take for this feeling to fade, all i can say its a good experience and all memories made, i totally appreciate it. No idea to be happy or sad at this time but i have no choice but to stay positive, strong. 

Regrets and mistakes, they are memories made. 

Nevermind i will find someone like you.

GoodBye. 

No regret

yes i'm wearing a top okay.



I don't know what on earth is going on with my life, it's abit messed up at the moment.
Everything in life is luck. You met this person, you like him/her, doesn't mean you guys are meant to be together.  You got this best offer from someone, doesn't mean you have the time to accept it. Make things right, make life worth living.

No more being emo, good bye.